This is Why We Called It Parashitology

I'm on my third semester on studying Veterinary Medicine. I have a subject, a special subject that makes me uggghh. That is Parasitology, and we're recently studying about Helmintology, a.k.a WORM! But my friends and I prefer called it Parashitology. Why? Take a look.

 

Can you see the difference? Hahahaha I bet you don't. But they are a different helmint, readers. FYI, the first picture is Toxocara canis, the second is Mecistocirrus digitatus, the next is Ascaridia galli, and the last is Metastrongylus apri. My friends and I should know about almost 30 species maybe, and its habitat, host, phylum, class, and their organs like this:

 

See the hair-like appears on the tip of this picture? That's called unequal spikula (if I'm not wrong hehehe), and there's still many spesific structures beside it, like oral sucker, ventral sucker, oesophagus, mmm, I'd already forget huahaha. 

So why it called shit? The main problem is too difficult to know what species they are duh. It's like you have to memorize everyone's butt. The size, shape and color may different but they all resembling LOL. And not anyone like to stare at butt, except perverts maybe hahahahaha.

So, mm why I'm talking about butt instead? Scupid hahaha I gotta go, by the way. Bye bye ;)

Merry Christmas!!

Thank God I still meet the Christmas this year. Thank God all my family are healthy. Thank God I still love myself, thank God I'm still breathing..

This year, I pass the Christmas, feel lonely and annoyed by my semester test :( Imagine that in 26th Dec I have to go through two exams! And one of them is so so so difficult for me. Well I had plan to visit my sister in Malang, but I decided to cancel it because of that... exam. 

So here I am, pray alone at my room, got no family by my side, no "Holy Night" song on my ear. I just feel so lonely. And I kinda miss my ex, not in loving way duh, but I want to see him, talk to him like we're just friends and nothing happened with us. Maybe its just the habit that I spent most of my days with him, and HOP! More than two months we didnt see each other, and well.. I kinda miss him. Maybe we should forgive each others, and begin the friendship from the start again. But maybe it won't happen in next months, because of some reasons...

And I feel lonely. Did I say that for couple of times? :p 

I feel empty. Like I want someone by my side, but he won't. And I already accept that reality. He feels just... so far away. I miss him, for sure. But strangely when he's around, I freezed and my body heated up, so I decided to get as far as possible from him. Duh :/

I feel relief that I have a lot of friends now. I won't be alone. Just hangout, run the chatting, it makes me feel that I AM HERE. But strangely I cried this night. I dont know, maybe because I'm... lonely? Wahahahaha you'd just get bored with me writing "Lonely" hehehehe.

Merry Christmas all! Hope you don't have the Lonely Christmas like me :) God Bless you all

Wanna have these kind of items!

I'd just opened http://www.berrybenka.com/ and found so many items that I want to have :)) 

 

 

 

 This shoes is super duper cute! I will have my mom buy me this :P

By the way, my mom got me a cute panda bag. But I can't found the picture :( Just take a look of it you can remember about elementary school bag and I almost 20 years old hahaha. But I'm veterinarian, dude.. Our world is about animal :D

And the problems is, I'm running out of money huahh. I'd just buy two bags this week, and my mom's present too. Moreover my dad's birthday is coming up at 31th december. Whoaaa how could I get so much money? :(

New Life

What I prayed for a few months ago was already answered! 

FYI, buatku bulan Oktober itu yah.. spesial kalo aku bilang. Jadi gini, bulan Oktober tahun 2008, aku jatuh cinta buat pertama kali. Sebut aja namanya F. Dia cinta pertamaku, dan dua tahun tepat setelahnya, aku jatuh cinta lagi ke mantanku satu-satunya Gideon. Cuma sehari bisa bikin aku ngelupain si F.

Dan sekarang... Bulan Oktober kemarin, aku mulai ngerasain hal aneh, ya kayak crush gitu ke someone, sebut aja L. Nggak penting dia siapa, tapi perlahan-lahan dia bikin aku ngelupain mantanku yang udah nyakitin hatiku banget. Berbulan-bulan aku doa dan doa, semoga aku bisa gak lagi terpaku sama mantanku, dan aku ketemu L ini hahaha. Emang sih gak secepet itu, butuh waktu sebulan sampai akhirnya aku sadar kalo perasaanku sekarang lebih condong ke L, bukan ke mantanku..

Puji Tuhan banget!

Sejak saat itu hidupku kembali up. Hari-hariku sibuk dengan kuliah, teman-teman, organisasi, latian Taekwondo lagi, dan... mengagumi *tiiit* of course hahahahaha. Rasanya seneng banget sekarang. I never cried anymore since that. Rasanya bebaaaaas ngelakuin apa yang aku mau.

Dan beberapa minggu setelah aku lost contact ama mantan, dia ngontak aku lagi. Dia bilang kangen bla bla bla. Aku jujur ke dia kalo sekarang udah ada someone masuk ke hidupku. Dan kalian tahu, dia marah, dia tuding aku yang ngekhianati dia, dia tuduh aku yang nggak setia ama dia, dia anggep seakan-akan aku yang salah. Padahal kenyataannya, dia yang tinggalin aku, dia yang bikin aku terlalu sakit kali ya sampe-sampe udah nggak mau kenal lagi ama itu orang. 

Namanya juga hidup. Jadi yang pertama aku bahagia banget waktu jadian ama mantan, sampai akhirnya aku ngalamin masa-masa paling down di hidupku juga gara-gara mantan. Dan sekarang, perlahan tapi pasti hidupku mulai tertata lagi, dan aku sadar banyak di luar sana hal yang jauh lebih penting daripada dia :)

Dan hal kedua, tentang KARMA. Dua orang yang paling aku benci, itu si mantan dan mantannya mantan. aduh ribet -_-

Jadi, pertama mereka berdua bersenang-senang nggak peduliin aku dulu yang sedih banget karena mantanku balikan ama mantannya. 

Dan akhirnya, mantanku balik lagi ama aku. Aku lihat gimana sakitnya itu cewe. KARMA PERTAMA = SELESAI

Dan setelah itu, aku disia-siain lagi. Aku hilang rasa ke mantan, dan sekarang mantanku tahu aku sayang ke orang lain, dan dia... sakit hati. KARMA KEDUA = SELESAI.

Jadi, emang karma does exist =) dont play with it =)))